I grew up in small town in New jersey. When i was a child I felt this deep connection to God/Goddess/Universe. As a child I could see and talk to spirits and have always had this sense of knowing. I remember at around age 8 I was staring at myself in the mirror and I had this overwhelming feeling of being present, this overwhelming feeling of self realization, almost as if my soul came through and realized itself.

At age 13 I had a Near death Experience (NDE) which made that self realization even more real. During my NDE I found myself in a dark tunnel with this small brilliant white light in front of me. I began walking toward the light but with a feeling of floating toward the light, Like an escalator going up the 2nd floor. The light continued to get bigger and bigger. I had this strange feeling of being home… I Thought to myself, Finally!

I Felt lite as a feather! This feeling of weight being lifted off my shoulders, It felt so good! I quickly realized that the physical world must be heavy and I knew i had left earth and was going “home”. To keep a longer story short. I’ll just say, when i came back into my body, I knew my life would never be the same. (Full story coming soon)

At age 15 I read the gnostic codex books found in Nag Hammadi. The gnostics had an interesting view of the world. Very different than anything I have ever read. This is often where I suggest people to start their journey. At this point in my life is when I started giving people mediumship and psychic readings.

By age 20 i started studying wicca and other pagan practices, which led me to study many forms of spiritual and magickal practices across the world including Santeria, Voodoo, Shamanism and Hinduism

AT age 23 I visited this shop called Bell Book and Candle in Dover, DE, This is where I did my first shaman drum circle with a woman named Caroline Kenner which ironically enough practiced Santeria

By age 26/27 I was initiated in the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. (GDO) As a neophyte we began to learn about Kabbalah, Numerology, Astrology, the Hebrew Alphabet and Tarot. Although I was born a psychic/medium the teachings were enlightening. I left the order for a few reasons, It became too political and the whole order was up in shambles. ESCANDALO! They also didn’t teach other forms of magick like “sex magick” or practices which some may consider the “darker arts”

The GDO and many other hermetic orders in the west usually only teach you or work with yang energy. Which is connected to the masculine force. All of us as human beings have both masculine and feminine the yang energy is connected to the masculine aspect or in symbolism the sun. The yin is connected to the moon or the feminine. Many hermetic orders work solely work with the yang aka masculine energy, The abrahamic religions of the world also only work with the yang energy the “male energy”.

When I left the GDO I studied Sex magick and the yin energy which I would argue are not evil like some claim but instead connected to the root chakra. Although the famous sleeping prophet Edgar Cayce did say that the lower chakras are connected to our lower self. (the physical) i believe we need to utilize both in order to truly understand ourselves.

After many years of studying many spiritual practices from the east and west I now have found a happy balance and understand the true meaning of my life.

Now at the ripe age of 35 lol (2023) I find myself needing to help people become their enlightened selfs. Teaching people how to find their true will and personal power. Teaching people about Kabbalah, Tarot, Numerology,Astrology, Ceremonial Magick, and all things spiritual. I like to teach people about both aspects. aspects from the east and aspects from the west and merging them together. I find this is the only true way to truly understand ourselves. Thank you for taking the time to read this post or listen to the auto. Have a great and wonderful day. Bless it be